You're not asking me that question, are you?

I'll answer it anyway.

I try to be positive and productive in the midst of my despair.  I also refuse to feel humiliated or to grovel to the people who enjoy making my life such a misery.

https://www.foxnews.com/politics/graham-says-kavanaugh-underwent-background-check-from-hell-to-get-bush-admin-job