STOP LOOKING AT ME!

I think about screaming that at normal people who glance at me, people who haven't done anything to me or anyone else; it is often my first thought.

It seems like my persecution is never going to end.  I'll never stop being filmed in bathrooms, my privacy will never stop being invaded, I'll never be free, everyone who is doing this to me is going to keep doing it and treating it like a joke, blaming me, pretending that I asked for it or that I deserve it. 

I haven't killed myself because it has to end; nobody could be so evil as to make me live like this for the rest of my life.  If I thought it weren't going to end, I would kill myself.