They look like this because they have lost an eye.
https://twitter.com/billieeilish?ref_src=twsrc%5Egoogle%7Ctwcamp%5Eserp%7Ctwgr%5Eauthor
They're sad about it. It's not fun for them.
I realize that you're trying to be tough and cool, but only nice people are cool.
Also; you are 17, correct? You won't even be 18 until December of this year.
Justin Bieber is 25.
I am SO NOT THE BAD GUY!