I went to the gym tonight.

I thought that would be healthier than sitting in my apartment and spiraling into Stockholm syndrome.

Unfortunately, since the hidden and illegal cameras that filmed me and everyone else in the locker room of that gym when I was homeless from the beginning of June 2017 to the end of August 2019 are probably still there, I was probably filmed in the locker room.  So was everyone else.  I have my period now.  Probably, there are other women at that gym who also have their periods.

I didn't shower after working out.  I have been showering with the lights off in my apartment, since realizing that my right to privacy was being abused yet again.  If I'm going to start working out at the gym again, it won't be feasible for me not to shower after working out, and it won't be feasible for me to turn the lights off in the locker room where other people will have no idea why I'm trying to turn off the lights.  If I do that, they will think I'm crazy; nobody will tolerate it, because nobody else at the gym knows about the cameras.

I don't know why the conglomerate, after refusing to corroborate the hidden, illegal cameras in the apartment that I had from 2016 to 2017 and forcing me into homelessness again, not only felt no remorse but accelerated its victim-blaming when I joined a gym in September 2017.  I asked all the time that someone tell the police about the voyeurism and subsequent involuntary pornography being perpetrated against everyone at that gym and other locations of the same business.  Nobody did.  I anonymously texted Crime Stoppers several times and informed the Boston Police Department.  The police did nothing.

It won't matter if I join another gym.  This happens to me everywhere.  The conglomerate has also fat-shamed me for the last 2 years, making a seamless transition from the excuse that supernatural beauty has provoked these visual, sexual assaults to the unspoken excuse that nobody cares how fat people are treated.  Obviously, the conglomerate doesn't care how actually fat people are treated; thousands of fat people, old people, disabled people, and people in every other condition you can think of have been criminally victimized by these crimes in ever-higher numbers since 2011.

The conglomerate's viciousness, and the negligence of those who should have investigated and put a stop to these crimes years ago, mean that the scope of this problem is now unknowable.