Even so, I don't lose sleep over never having chosen to be a kept woman. That's not what I have stress about.
I have stress about not being able to be hired because of the hate blogs about me online. I have stress about being victimized by voyeurism; now that I'm homeless again, it's worse than ever.
I have stress about not being able to rent an apartment because I was evicted from my last 2 apartments. When a judge makes a decision in favor of the criminal side which has retaliated against the victim of a crime, there's no way for the real victim to prove that it wasn't her fault. As far as landlords whom I might ask to rent to me are concerned, I'm the problem, because the court record says that I was the problem in both of those apartments. I was criminally victimized by voyeurism in both of those apartments, I futilely tried to have my rights respected in both of those apartments, and I was evicted in retaliation from both of those apartments, and none of that is reflected in the record that I now have to carry with me.
I have stress that there's nothing to stop my continuing to be criminally victimized by voyeurism for the rest of my life.
