Tonight I rented a movie at YouTube. I didn't know what the names of the characters were. When I heard the names of some of the characters, I stopped the movie, but that won't matter to the majority of the people who hack my phone. They'll assume that I knew the characters' names and they'll say vicious things about me.
I started sweating, not because of what people say about me; I'm used to being surrounded by vicious gossip. It's because they'll use it as an excuse to continue to postpone corroborating the voyeurism. They don't need excuses, since they're not at all worried about consequences. They just like them.
This is how I live every day. Every last thing that I do is seen and exploited.
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