Thursday, May 7, 2020

Can't they leave me alone?

Without studying for the test, I got a 750 on the Verbal section of the SAT.  That was when I was 16.  I was a year younger than most of my classmates, having skipped a grade in elementary school.  I didn't study for the SAT in high school, but I did work hard in every year of school and in every job I have ever had.  750 was my lowest word-related standardized test score in high school.

I can't believe some of the shit that I feel like I have to use my abilities on as a woman in my mid-40's, trying to cope with other adults.

Do I have to do that?

Here, I'll say this the genius way:


GET THE FUCK OFF ME AND LEAVE ME ALONE!

SNL doesn't have to start doing skits about how smart I am or how smart I say I am or how it took Ben Affleck and several other people a few years to write a 2-hour script about a genius and I can write developed scenes from start to finish in a few hours without a team, every week.  SNL doesn't have to do scripts about all the rich and famous people who are college drop-outs or who never even attempted college because being fucking assholes gained them success in the entertainment industry the way that nothing else can.  SNL doesn't have to start calling me beautiful again as a way to backtrack from relentlessly pounding on me for being older than 30.  SNL doesn't even have to apologize.  It can just get the fuck off me and leave me alone.

Last but not least, nobody needs to start writing news articles about the stereotypical correlation between intelligence and mental illness.  Being surrounded by stupid, fucking assholes all your life would make anyone want to die young.