Saudi Arabia is problematic.

It is absolutely not within my present capacity to begin to try to understand those issues, to analyze them, to provide any type of suggestion or even question.  The way that the media and the Democratic Party are addressing Ms. Reade's allegations is driving me closer to a nervous breakdown than I have been in a long time.

I'll say that it's my impression that Secretary Pompeo is one of the smartest people in government or politics.  He is also even-tempered and professional.  I think he's also hacking my phone, and I wish he wouldn't do that, but everyone is, probably especially now as other governments want to know how much I am able to influence things such as whether or not Vice President Biden will withdraw and other serious matters.  

I am really unhappy.  I never sought power, other than the power to live a free life.  Unfortunately, I am routinely shouldering responsibilities as if I'm powerful when I'm not.  I don't know how much longer I can hold up.  I'm only mentioning this because I don't need more resentment to be added to the plethora of negative emotions of which I am already the target all the time.