Sunday, June 7, 2020

Swimming in excess vaginal fluid

That's what the duck means.

That's what young celebrities have learned to be like since 2010.

Sexual harassment is normal for them; they think of it and their other crimes as being normal, and their display of their criminality next to statements about charity and social justice is also normal for them.

It is impossible for me to describe how much I don't want Vice President Biden to be elected, or how horrifying but in character the destruction of Me Too by the Democratic Party and most of the media within weeks was.

At least when President Trump was elected, the Democratic Party and the media pretended to care about women's rights.  Now they have shown their hypocrisy and vicious, complacent, self-righteous dishonesty to everyone, but they're getting away with it because the country has no choice.

The United States is a living hell.

I am healthy and my body is not dysfunctional, or at least I was healthy in 2010 when the harassment began.  I don't now and never have had excess vaginal fluid or smell; it's all a malicious, horrendous lie, used to persecute me and to make an example of me to other women to control them with fear of ridicule.

After a decade of being the target of relentless, dehumanizaing abuse, I am developing dysmorphia.  I hate being alive.  I hate and mistrust people and I wish I were never born.  You wouldn't know that about me if you met me and didn't know me, or even if you had known me for a while and didn't know about this situation and had never read my blogs.

The sexual harassment led to the voyeurism, the way that all dehumanization happens by degrees.  Now, like all victims of involuntary pornography, I'll be at risk of being stalked and raped for the rest of my life.

Vice President Biden is the smiling face of evil; all the Democratic Party is.  Everything is a lie.  Some of their policies differ from the Republican Party.  I don't know if there was ever a time when American politics weren't corrupt or when the media wasn't preying on and manipulating the public.  If so, not since 2010.

Justin Bieber's Twitter profile picture is a reference to illegally filmed masturbation.

Crime really is normal for him and his cohort.  They think that I am a bad person.  They really think that I deserve to be criminally victimized, and that it doesn't matter that thousands of other unsuspecting, innocent people have also been criminally victimized since 2011, when the illegal filming in bathrooms began.  

Their belief system is that I am wrong, bad, that I am dirty, and there is no awareness at all from them or from any of the authority figures or insititutions that have perverted them that all individuals, groups and populations that are stigmatized and persecuted by the powerful are always characterized as being dirty.

The degrading, casually humiliating details of my abuse; I say them over and over again, and it doesn't matter.  Every day, for a decade.  The only changes are that the abuse worsens; it is now entrenched.  I have been buried alive.





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