I didn't start being filmed by hidden, illegal cameras in bathrooms until 2011, after the conglomerate had been sexually harassing me for a year.
The harassment led to that filming, not the other way around.
The conglomerate doesn't acknowledge that there are other victims, all filmed in the bathrooms that we all had to use in shared living situations. Unchecked and uninvestigated, the voyeurism has proliferated ever since. There are now thousands of victims.
I don't know why anyone thinks that I won't eventually be raped in person, or why that wouldn't happen to me several times before I'm murdered or kill myself. Due to blogs about me, 4 million people think I'm schizophrenic for thinking that I'm the target of harassment and stalking. What do you think those millions of people, and the additional millions who will hear of me, are going to say about me when the illegal videos of me surface and the conglomerate machine goes into action to make the world believe that I asked for it?
Time is never up for the stars of the entertainment industry, whether they're male or female. For them, aging is the only context in which the idea of time coincides with fear.
There hasn't been a day since the harassment started in 2010 that suicide hasn't dominated my thoughts; not one day. The conglomerate knows that and doesn't care.
It doesn't matter if I'm mean or nice. It doesn't matter what I say about politics or anything else. The conglomerate likes having the power to invade people's privacy. The ability to deflect those invasions while inflicting them on others and bragging about them is now a status symbol.
Sunday, April 12, 2020
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