This is what I look like.
It was always a disgusting, misogynist excuse that my being beautiful was the cause of my being sexually assaulted by voyeurism and involuntary pornography. My aging is not making me more self-conscious and therefore less forgiving of those who have sickeningly abused me for so many years. My aging is erasing every last shred of believability for that disgusting excuse. The years that I have spent being abused have proven to me that love was never part of what has made other people treat me as if I have no rights.
I am the target of grotesque adult bullying. That's all this ever was.
