I'm having a bad night.

I am overwhelmed by stress.

Aside from every other issue, and although I don't get involved in a lot of discussions about Israel, there is no f---ing way that I would support cutting military aid to Israel.

"Stacys," "Chads," "Beckys," "femoids," "FHOs"

Quotes:

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Article:

https://www.vox.com/2018/4/28/17290256/incel-chad-stacy-becky

There's been almost no reporting about Cole Carini.

Abandoned

Agony inflicted on girls and women

From Google for "FGM":

Please give the police all the information that you have about voyeurism.

No code, I don't want to be famous, don't hack me, take the cameras out of the bathrooms and everywhere else that it's ILLEGAL for them to be.

I didn't leave my apartment building for a couple of days.

I didn't know if someone had tracked me and was watching the building to see if I lived here and which apartment I have.

I don't know why DA Rollins is encouraging "Karen" videos and continuing to accuse "Karens" of being murderous, but she clearly is.

WHERE IS VANESSA GUILLEN?

At Google's news page:

WHY IS THIS MORE IMPORTANT?!

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Also at the first page of Google news stories:

It is impossible to describe how much Katy Perry and the entire entertainment industry, the sports industry, almost any industry that you can think of that makes people rich and famous, collectively don't care about the years that I have spent being suicidal because of being criminally victimized by voyeurism.  Google also doesn't care, and neither does the media, and neither does anyone else who knows that I'm telling the truth.  

What Carey Martell thinks of my thoughts about race and gender

Quote:

Article:

https://careymartell.com/2016/08/the-feminist-schizophrenic-who-society-did-fail/


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The link in his blog about me goes to my final paper for one of the classes that I took at Bunker Hill Community College in 2016.  At 94, I thought it was graded low, since the professor had told the class for our first paper that he had "stopped the grades at C," which everyone got for turning in a paper at all.

Some of my thoughts about race and gender, 2016

https://youtu.be/xXN6FFkeMmY


This is from a paper that I wrote in 2016.  I don't know where the paper is now; somewhere in the boxes that I packed when I was evicted in 2017 in retaliation for my true accusations of voyeurism.

I didn't incorporate code concerns when I wrote my papers.  I had hoped that school would be less vicious and stupid that what I'd been dealing with from the conglomerate for 6 years by then.

Is nobody from the crime solving television shows going to try to stop the voyeurism?

You have had years.

WHERE IS VANESSA GUILLEN?!

From Google:

From D. Giles' Twitter:

The woman in the 3 videos that D. Giles posted at Twitter never said anything about race.  He is the one who made it about race, because the media is telling people to publicly humiliate white women.  

From DA Rollins' Twitter:

You know what, DA Rollins?  Why don't you stop posting misleading Tweets encouraging the public humiliation of white women and instead investigate the voyeurism that has criminally victimized innocent, unsuspecting people throughout the Boston area since 2011?  A lot of black people have been the victims of those crimes.  

I agree with Justice Stevens that the 2nd Amendment should be repealed.

I am also not a fan of rich people, having had what were initially shockingly and are now routinely bad experiences with them for a decade and counting.

However, breaking down a gate is a threatening thing to do.  You can't call that peaceful protest, or blame the residents for not wanting their windows broken and their home vandalized.

300 people.  That's a lot of people.  

All of this is sickening.  It's sickening that there's so much racism, sexism and sadistic violence in law enforcement.  It's sickening that nothing had been done about it.  It's sickening that peaceful protesters were attacked by police.  It's sickening that rioting and nondefensive aggression toward police were condoned by authority figures and other spectators.  It's sickening that black people have been lynched and that others have died in the midst of this conflict.  It's sickening that a couple feels the need to own guns.  It's sickening that a situation in which those 2 people were prepared to defend their home against 300 people who had broken down a gate to march through their neighborhood is being used to ridicule the people who were prepared to defend their home.  What were they supposed to do, smile and wave?  Hold up signs?  Show a false solidarity out of fear?  At least they were honest.  

Adele watches homeless people in the bathroom.

She has known about the voyeurism since it started.

They all know.  There is no famous person who doesn't know.


From Google:

This "Stop the privileged white woman before she destroys the world" hysteria is more nauseating hypocrisy from the media.  Hyperprivileged people have abused the public for a decade, and so has the media, and so have a lot of powerful people and organizations.  

The "Karen" frenzy is misogyny.  It has nothing to do with the media caring about racial equality.

What about Vanessa Guillen? For at least two days, Google kept CBS' running tally of the tips being donated to a Starbucks barista at the top of its page of articles; Google thought that "Karen" story was more important than Ms. Guillen.  

Google even thought the Starbucks story was more important than this:

The video shows the police officer tasing the pregnant woman's stomach.  He reaches down and deliberately places the taser in the middle of her stomach.  It is horrifying.  

They all know.

For several years, "New" was conglomerate code for the promotion of voyeurism and involuntary pornography.

There is no professional male sports team that doesn't know what's going on.  

For some reason, these stories haven't been repeated, embellished and used as excuses to criminally victimize Mr. Newton for a decade and counting:

Quotes:

Article:

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cam_Newton

You're a repulsive chauvinist who profits from and promotes rape culture.

From Charlie Puth's Instagram:

While nonfamous, nonwealthy white women my age all over the country are being targeted so that people can profit from ruining their lives, you and many other hyperprivileged people, male and female, black and white, young and old, have committed vicious, sexual crime against the public for years and you're still bragging about it, while you publish songs promoting rape.  

The media says nothing other than to support you.  The media is part of what creates people like you.  

Abandoned

Crimes against female humanity

Quotes:

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It's a PDF file, so I can't provide a link.  

Please give the police all the information that you have about voyeurism.

No code, I don't want to be famous, don't hack me, take the cameras out of the bathrooms and everywhere else that it's ILLEGAL for them to be.

A leading authority on my life

From Google for "Lena Kochman":

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That's not a picture of me.  I don't know who it is.

Quote from Mr. Martell's blog about me:

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I was only in the Vermont State Hospital for 4 months.  

He goes on and on about how I should be locked up for my own good and the good of society.

He also provides a link to one of my college essays.  

https://youtu.be/xXN6FFkeMmY

It's not the essay favorably contrasting Marita Bonner with Arthur Miller.  It's also not the essay about Armando Valladares.  It's the essay favorably contrasting Maxine Hong Kingston with Tim O'Brien.    

"Irritants"

Quote:

Article:

https://www.google.com/amp/s/scallywagandvagabond.com/2020/06/sandrella-zadikian-trader-joes-karen-los-angeles-meltdown-asked-to-wear-face-mask/amp/



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She didn't say anything about race.  She didn't want to wear a mask, but she didn't say anything about race.

I wear the mask.  The point is that her race, gender and age have nothing to do with her refusal to wear the mask, but they have everything to do with why she was filmed and why social media and traditional media are normalizing the use of the name "Karen" as a slur.

D. Giles, who had previously posted about "Karens" at Twitter, filmed three video clips of her.  Now he's posting his acting head shots at Twitter, right above his last video clip of her.


From D. Giles' Twitter:

Newsweek quoting D Giles:

Article:

https://www.newsweek.com/woman-kicked-out-trader-joes-refusing-wear-mask-blames-democratic-pigs-1513886?utm_term=Autofeed&utm_medium=Social&utm_source=Facebook#Echobox=1593282099

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In his first video of her, he calls her a "Karen" and laughs at her.  At no time, during that video or any of the other videos that he films of her, does she mention race.  

Newsweek didn't publish this Tweet, or the video of him laughing at her when she said she has a breathing problem.

Thank you, The Atlantic.

Nothing can repair the damage done to Amy Cooper's life, and not enough people are going to read this article to stop the "Karen" hunting frenzy that has taken over the country, but it's a good article.


https://www.theatlantic.com/ideas/archive/2020/06/stop-firing-innocent/613615/

The monstrous side of Justin Bieber continues to dominate him.

From Justin Bieber's Instagram:

There is no accountability for these people.  Every few years, they're confronted by situations that make them tense for a few days.  Then they lie and threaten their victims, and they win by intimidation.  

I was hoping that he would reconsider his tactics toward the women who have accused him of sexual assault.  I was also hoping that the media would scrutinize his denials instead of reprinting them as if they are fact. 

Feeling that he has easily discredited and intimidated the women who have accused him of sexual assault, he is now accelerating his aggression toward me, while he and everyone else who knows that I'm telling the truth about criminal voyeurism in the Boston area do nothing to have it stopped.  

Most police officers are men.

Quotes:

Article:

https://www.statista.com/statistics/195324/gender-distribution-of-full-time-law-enforcement-employees-in-the-us/

"Officer Karen" is funny and appropriate, but "Officer Mohamed" would be a scandal?

From Google:

I do think that calling anyone "Officer Mohamed" would be neither funny nor appropriate.  

A name now used to condemn, humiliate and endanger men of color who give their opinion in public

What would the response be if the title of this page were published by the media?  Wouldn't whoever wrote it and approved it be fired?

"Karen" profiling is vicious, dangerous, oppressive misogyny.  It is disgusting and appalling.

White women have as much right as anyone else to call the police.  They are not the only people who make frivolous phone calls or who do or say things that are stupid.

From Google:

Quotes:

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Article:

https://www.cbsnews.com/news/starbucks-karen-san-diego-barista-43000-dollars-tips-mask-encounter/

I disagree that the way that I've been treated for a decade isn't threatening and isn't sexual abuse.

I'm treated the way that tortured detainees are treated.

The Obama administration and Congress during that administration allowed this treatment to be normalized.  The Trump administration and Congress during this administration have failed to intervene.

To say that the media has also failed in this respect since 2010 is an understatement.

Now there are thousands of victims in Massachusetts alone, and these crimes have probably also proliferated everywhere else.


Quote:

Article:

https://www.theguardian.com/us-news/2014/dec/09/cia-torture-methods-waterboarding-sleep-deprivation

I'm fine.

There haven't been fireworks or anything else that close to where I live before.

Last night, there was some yelling that sounded like it was from one person, and then what sounded like some fireworks.  Then it was over.

Yelling and firecrackers near my apartment building a few hours ago

I'm wondering if it had something to do with this Tweet that DA Rollins published yesterday:

Justin Bieber

Quote:

Article:

https://www.billboard.com/articles/columns/pop/9410393/justin-bieber-quavo-perform-intentions-global-goal-video



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Sit up straight or when you're old you're going to have stooped shoulders.

You sound good.  Being worried seems to have jolted you out of multimillionaire laziness.

Please stop writing lyrics about me.

You can't attack people whom you have harmed to protect your reputation without being a bad person.

Fantastic. This is definitely going to stop the "Karen" profiling.

People do a lot of work to try to prevent sexual assault.

They do a lot of education work.  They do a lot of work supporting survivors.

They do a lot of that emotionally grueling work for low pay and for free.

They don't need the M&E industry, political parties, corporations, or anyone else making their efforts Sisyphean.


This is if they're getting paid and not volunteering, according to Indeed:

Mr. Puth, why don't you fuck right off now?  That goes for everyone else who promotes rape culture.  

What is particularly galling about Mr. Puth and his promotion by the entertainment industry is that he meets every criterion for white, male privilege, has had no discernible hardship during his entire life, seems even to have been coddled from infancy, and has embodied every misogynist tactic in his lyrics from rape and corruption to victim-blaming to a neverending, petulant, aggressive paranoia about being manipulated.  It would be laughable if it weren't so destructive.  

He could be the lyricist laureate for the Greek system in the United States.  

I don't have a problem with white men. I don't have a problem with people, other than trying to understand how so many of them have enjoyed making my life a hell for so many years.  As far as privilege goes, he has a lot of it, and he always has, and he has no awareness.