Monday, July 8, 2019

AAAAAH!

WHY DID I EVER START TALKING TO JUSTIN BIEBER?!

All right.

You have done everything that you can think of to offend me.  Even while you do that, you haven't stopped hitting on me.  Have you noticed that I DON'T HIT ON YOU, THAT I DON'T FLIRT WITH YOU, AND THAT I REJECT ALL OF YOUR ATTEMPTS?

I can't really say whether or not your marriage is going to end in divorce.  I can't really say that you are too young to be married; there are other people your age who are married.

I can say that I observed you ex-hopping, picking up women whom you had previously dated and then setting them down again in a short amount of time.  I can say that when you started dating Hailey Baldwin again last year, almost right after you had broken up with Selena Gomez again, that's when I started to think that you weren't thinking about what you were doing.

I can say that you weren't doing much with your time before you started playing the Ex Games.  You seemed to be drinking a lot, posting pictures at your Instagram of you and disheveled male friends, partying as if it were your job.

I can say that when I started saying "You're not ready to be married," that's when you bought an engagement ring and staged a public proposal.

You're acting like a rebellious teenager, but I'm not your parent.  If you weren't behaving in such a childish way all the time in every part of your life, I wouldn't worry about what you're doing, other than to object to being abused by you.

It is also my impression that you are fulfilling a role in Hailey Baldwin/Bieber's idea of what her life should be like.  You should not underestimate how invested she is in her image; you are part of the image.  I should not call her some of the things that I call her; it's not nice of me.  However, even when I try to think positive things about your marriage, I can't help having the thought "Something is wrong."

If you didn't have all the money that you have, maybe she would still want to be married to you.  She strikes me as really wanting to be married to someone, and the "being married" part seems, to me, to be the most important thing to her.  There are women who are like that.

There were times in my life when I was desperate to have a boyfriend or a husband.  Some of it was normal loneliness, but some of it was from feeling bad about my own life.  Thankfully, I was never quite able to turn myself into what someone else wanted.

You go ahead and call me fat and ugly if you want.  You're not funny.

This is funny:

https://youtu.be/tnm9KYyc0B8



Also, are you at all aware of what other people your age are feeling because of their student loan debt? It is a national, generational crisis.  Yet, there you are, with more than enough money for advanced degrees in every subject there is, spending that money on everything other than education, displaying your pride in your ignorance.