I don't think that the people who have encouraged you to think of yourself as a misunderstood genius are helping you.
https://www.sciencedaily.com/releases/2009/05/090519172202.htm
Personally, I'd appreciate it if you'd spend less time thinking about how having perfect pitch sets you apart from the rest of humanity (which it doesn't) and more time developing positive human qualities such as empathy and responsibility. I realize that you're in the wrong business for developing those qualities, but that's from the business's lack of motivation and not because everyone there is stupid.
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