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It has 20,000 comments, all people calling me crazy, some of them threatening me.
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I'm sure that there were instances over this decade of persecution when people whom I thought were following or harassing me weren't; being persecuted can make you fearful of everyone and everything.
However, I'm not imagining the hidden and illegal cameras that have criminally victimized me and what are now thousands of other people during these years of smug crime promotion, negligence and victim-blaming.
So the New York Times is sympathizing with Ben Affleck, saying he tried to drink away "the pain." What pain was that again? Are we talking about the same decade?
What do you think it's going to be like for me when those 4 million people have seen the hundreds of hours of illegally filmed video of me that have circulated among pained individuals such as Mr. Affleck and which have probably been at porn websites where it's too depressing and traumatizing for me to try to look for them? What do you think those millions of people, and the additional millions of people who will watch my degradation when they know about it, are going to say about me?
Is someone now trying to say that the conglomerate is going to take responsibility for these crimes when the public finally knows that there's naked video of me? The conglomerate, which started by sexually harassing me in 2010 and then gleefully seized upon the illegally filmed video which its misogynist, hypocritical slut-shaming caused to be inflicted on me, and which has laughed hysterically at all of my desperate attempts to stop this brutal abuse and continued to accuse me of wanting or deserving it; is there anyone at all who thinks that the conglomerate isn't going to use every resource at its disposal to make those millions of people believe the slut-shaming, "evil woman" narrative that it has used as the rationale to treat me like this?
During this decade of misery and horror, living in degraded and dangerous poverty, contemplating the inevitable future which the conglomerate's abuses have scripted for me, and despite the interminable stereotypes about homeless people, I haven't had even one drink. I haven't smoked a cigarette, used an illegal substance or misued a prescription medication. I'm not morally superior to Mr. Affleck or the rest of the conglomerate because I am sober. They are, inexplicably, collectively and of their own smirking or falsely repentant volition, morally inferior to anyone who has a shred of common decency.
