Thursday, August 13, 2020

I am overwhelmed by trauma every day.

I have been overwhelmed by trauma every day since 2010.  I spend the majority of my personal strength trying not to have the trauma of what's being inflicted on me ruin what the conglomerate hasn't already ruined.

I have had more nightmares over the past year than in my entire life.  I had one a couple of days ago; another nightmare about being abducted.  

The assault that has been perpetrated against me is never going to end, because the videos will circulate forever.  The trauma is also never going to end.

The denial seeming as if it's also never going to end is unhelpful.  I'll say that.  It is not helpful.