I wish I could stop waking up from anxiety attacks.

That's difficult to do when you're surrounded by malice all the time.

I'm to have worse than nothing for the rest of my life.  That is obviously how the conglomerate wants things to be.  I can't have a safe place to live where my rights are respected.  I can't have friendships or other relationships.  I have to ask permission to live like a person, and my requests will never be granted.