I remember it all too well, and how you made it worse. My nightmare NEVER ends.
Saturday, February 29, 2020
Award after award
There is no message about consequences or responsibility for people like Justin Bieber. They really can commit crimes against the public for years.
Not for me, it isn't.
Things are only going to be worse for me for the rest of my life, as the illegally filmed video of me circulates to a bigger audience every day.
Why are you doing this, President Trump? Don't you care about the rights of Americans?
Who told Greta Thunberg that she has Asperger's Syndrome?
Does she know how overdiagnosed the world is? Has she researched this issue?
Also, she needs to wake up about the celebrities that she spends time with. Those people aren't feminists.
They're not desperate. They're just having fun. That's their idea of fun.
Thursday, February 27, 2020
Everyone who knows that I'm telling the truth, please DM everyone in Congress.
Please say that it's true that there are hidden, illegal cameras in locker rooms, restrooms, showers, and everywhere else that my and other people's privacy is being criminally violated throughout the Boston area.
If you know the specific locations where these crimes are being perpetrated, please include the names and addresses of those places.
List of US Senators:
https://www.senate.gov/general/contact_information/senators_cfm.cfm
List of Representatives:
https://www.house.gov/representatives:
If you are unable to contact them by Twitter, please contact them in some other way. Please stop this sickening, hateful, human rights disaster.
If you know the specific locations where these crimes are being perpetrated, please include the names and addresses of those places.
List of US Senators:
https://www.senate.gov/general/contact_information/senators_cfm.cfm
List of Representatives:
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I have to try to be done writing for today.
I can't believe that genocide and the repression of human rights are now routine in the 21st century. I don't have to be an expert to recognize that's what's going on, that the world's democracies have turned into timid, fearful, selfish, self-congratulatory places. This is not all President Trump's fault. Two administrations in a row have allowed what is happening in Syria. It is a systemic failure of principle among leadership in the United States and around the world: leadership at every level and in every sector. What have the world's most powerful institutions been doing for a decade? Media. Corporations. Cultural establishments. All giggling about vaginas, while thousands of people are imprisoned, tortured and murdered and millions are turned into refugees living in the remnants of bombed buildings or outside without enough food, medical care or anything else resembling civilization.
Who's going to explain all of this to the next generation? "We were having some fun and didn't have time to worry about the implosion of reason; you understand, don't you?"
Who's going to explain all of this to the next generation? "We were having some fun and didn't have time to worry about the implosion of reason; you understand, don't you?"
Question about Syria
Are the Russian government and the Assad regime trying to press forward for their totalitarian, genocidal victory before President Trump changes his mind about saving democracy for those people?
All right, Taylor Swift.
The music video for "The Man" is really good. I do have a criticism: when you're directing the "actor" to be "sexier" and "likeable," you're too polite for it to be realistic.
https://youtu.be/AqAJLh9wuZ0
Now what about the cameras?
https://youtu.be/AqAJLh9wuZ0
Now what about the cameras?
Wednesday, February 26, 2020
No exceptions
Every day, at my hacked phone, I ask that people who know that I'm telling the truth corroborate it, that they take responsibility.
I talk about it all the time, and I excuse nobody.
I realize that all of the people whose paid job it is to protect the public from human rights abuses do not want to believe that I am telling the truth about the criminal victimization of thousands of people while both Republicans and Democrats have either sat by and done nothing or promoted or participated in these crimes. What have they been telling themselves for a decade? That the videos of me that have circulated weren't filmed in homeless shelters, psychiatric units and gyms, that I made that up so that I wouldn't be blamed? I'm not making it up.
I have done everything that I can at a local level to have these crimes investigated and stopped. I have tried, for years, while the conglomerate laughs. The police don't investigate. Social services assume that I am crazy. There is nothing that I can do about it. I wouldn't have asked for help with this issue every day for years if there were.
I talk about it all the time, and I excuse nobody.
I realize that all of the people whose paid job it is to protect the public from human rights abuses do not want to believe that I am telling the truth about the criminal victimization of thousands of people while both Republicans and Democrats have either sat by and done nothing or promoted or participated in these crimes. What have they been telling themselves for a decade? That the videos of me that have circulated weren't filmed in homeless shelters, psychiatric units and gyms, that I made that up so that I wouldn't be blamed? I'm not making it up.
I have done everything that I can at a local level to have these crimes investigated and stopped. I have tried, for years, while the conglomerate laughs. The police don't investigate. Social services assume that I am crazy. There is nothing that I can do about it. I wouldn't have asked for help with this issue every day for years if there were.
Senator Warren
What makes you think that I'm f---ing around about these people? You think I don't know what I'm talking about?
You think that I don't know what they're like, that I'm exaggerating, insincere or hypocritical in some way? Would you like to try living the way that I have lived for almost 10 years in the state which you represent?
Why do you think that I have supported you? Greed? Who could possibly think that?
How many more times am I going to have to be explicit about the debasement to which I have been and continue to be subjected for the vicious amusement of people such as those to whom you are giving international, political power?
I have never flirted with John Legend. Not once. Not in public, not in private, not ever.
There is no doubt in my mind that he and his wife know that I'm telling the truth about the voyeurism and involuntary pornography that have criminally victimized what are now thousands of people in the Boston area. Who's a hypocrite? I am surviving.
Nobody from the entertainment industry should be getting a ticket to the White House or anywhere near it. At no time do I forget that.
Is someone going to accuse me of taking the easy way out even one time during this decade of 24-hour/day hell? Who's going to say that about me? Who are these people, who is anyone, to say that about me, and why? Because of what I look like? That made it acceptable to turn me into a circus freak for the rest of my life?
You think that I don't know what they're like, that I'm exaggerating, insincere or hypocritical in some way? Would you like to try living the way that I have lived for almost 10 years in the state which you represent?
Why do you think that I have supported you? Greed? Who could possibly think that?
How many more times am I going to have to be explicit about the debasement to which I have been and continue to be subjected for the vicious amusement of people such as those to whom you are giving international, political power?
I have never flirted with John Legend. Not once. Not in public, not in private, not ever.
There is no doubt in my mind that he and his wife know that I'm telling the truth about the voyeurism and involuntary pornography that have criminally victimized what are now thousands of people in the Boston area. Who's a hypocrite? I am surviving.
Nobody from the entertainment industry should be getting a ticket to the White House or anywhere near it. At no time do I forget that.
Is someone going to accuse me of taking the easy way out even one time during this decade of 24-hour/day hell? Who's going to say that about me? Who are these people, who is anyone, to say that about me, and why? Because of what I look like? That made it acceptable to turn me into a circus freak for the rest of my life?
Why wouldn't the Afghans want equality for women?
Why would they want to deny their society the strengths of half its population?
I live a tortured life because the United States doesn't have true equality for women. What might I have achieved if it did?
I live a tortured life because the United States doesn't have true equality for women. What might I have achieved if it did?
An opponent like me, you mean?
I'm such a threat to you politically that you have to go out of your way to show how much you disagree with me?
President Trump, why can't you stop Mr. Assad? Why isn't the U.S. really doing something about him?
I don't want to be President, I just don't want to live in a bad, indifferent world.
________________
Tuesday, February 25, 2020
I never opted in.
The situation is a lot worse than this is describing.
Corporations are watching me at my phone and in my home and using my life as "inspiration," primarily ridicule, to script everything from billboard ads to Saturday Night Live skits.
I'm sure that the same corporations were and are watching everyone else in the Boston area who has been criminally victimized by hidden, illegal cameras for years. They probably pass around video of women in gym locker rooms and rate their bodies.
Quotes:
Webpage:
https://www.wellesley.edu/events/node/172001
Corporations are watching me at my phone and in my home and using my life as "inspiration," primarily ridicule, to script everything from billboard ads to Saturday Night Live skits.
I'm sure that the same corporations were and are watching everyone else in the Boston area who has been criminally victimized by hidden, illegal cameras for years. They probably pass around video of women in gym locker rooms and rate their bodies.
Quotes:
_________
Webpage:
https://www.wellesley.edu/events/node/172001
Everyone who knows that I'm telling the truth, please DM everyone in Congress.
Please say that it's true that there are hidden, illegal cameras in locker rooms, restrooms, showers, and everywhere else that my and other people's privacy is being criminally violated throughout the Boston area.
If you know the specific locations where these crimes are being perpetrated, please include the names and addresses of those places.
List of US Senators:
https://www.senate.gov/general/contact_information/senators_cfm.cfm
List of Representatives:
https://www.house.gov/representatives:
If you are unable to contact them by Twitter, please contact them in some other way. Please stop this sickening, hateful, human rights disaster.
If you know the specific locations where these crimes are being perpetrated, please include the names and addresses of those places.
List of US Senators:
https://www.senate.gov/general/contact_information/senators_cfm.cfm
List of Representatives:
https://www.house.gov/representatives:
If you are unable to contact them by Twitter, please contact them in some other way. Please stop this sickening, hateful, human rights disaster.
Billie Eilish, Elitist Vampire-In-Training
https://youtu.be/D6cNao95FIw
You've lost that indie feeling, wo-oah that indie feeling.
You've lost that indie feeling, wo-oah that indie feeling.
It's not about being a slow learner.
It's about not having had the personal or collective motivation to challenge a system that works for you.
https://www.politico.com/news/magazine/2020/02/25/american-politics-sexism-harris-117264
https://www.politico.com/news/magazine/2020/02/25/american-politics-sexism-harris-117264
"little hot spots"
Quote:
Article:
https://www.google.com/amp/s/www.msnbc.com/msnbc/amp/ncna1142391
_________________
From Google:
Article:
https://www.google.com/amp/s/www.msnbc.com/msnbc/amp/ncna1142391
_________________
From Google:
Monday, February 24, 2020
Sunday, February 23, 2020
Someone has to ensure that they're not preyed on by the industry.
Then there's the question of what they'll be learning when they're at those jobs and internships. Is their work going to train them to support and promote stereotypes and to keep quiet for a paycheck and prestige, or is the training program going to help them to recognize stereotypes, to be discerning and to develop the integrity that so much of the industry is lacking in its treatment of minorities?
Unfortunately, you don't.
I'm not lying about the cameras, and it's not a delusion.
The criminal victimization of homeless people with hidden, illegal cameras filming them in bathrooms started in 2011 in the Good Samaritan Haven homeless shelter in Vermont. Have you had the shelter investigated for cameras, or has every homeless person who has lived there since 2011 been victimized?
Here's a Google search result for that shelter:
The negligence with which this issue has been addressed has allowed it not only to proliferate but also to begin to work its way up the socioeconomic ladder. Homeless shelters, psychiatric facilities, locker rooms at a YMCA in Boston and now locker rooms at several, possibly all, Boston Sports Clubs locations.
Everyone who knows that I'm telling the truth, please DM everyone in Congress.
Please say that it's true that there are hidden, illegal cameras in locker rooms, restrooms, showers, and everywhere else that my and other people's privacy is being criminally violated throughout the Boston area.
If you know the specific locations where these crimes are being perpetrated, please include the names and addresses of those places.
List of US Senators:
https://www.senate.gov/general/contact_information/senators_cfm.cfm
List of Representatives:
https://www.house.gov/representatives:
If you are unable to contact them by Twitter, please contact them in some other way. Please stop this sickening, hateful, human rights disaster.
If you know the specific locations where these crimes are being perpetrated, please include the names and addresses of those places.
List of US Senators:
https://www.senate.gov/general/contact_information/senators_cfm.cfm
List of Representatives:
https://www.house.gov/representatives:
If you are unable to contact them by Twitter, please contact them in some other way. Please stop this sickening, hateful, human rights disaster.
The Massachusetts media has betrayed the public trust.
You should have stopped the voyeurism as soon as you knew it was happening or had heard about it.
Justin Bieber, Satan's favorite kind of tool
He can watch me and whoever else is being illegally filmed every day, write songs about it with the full knowledge of the rest of his industry which is also criminally violating the public, and then sing in church about his belief in Jesus.
That ad is at a train station which is a few blocks away from two crime scenes: the Pine Street Inn and a Boston Sports Club location which have both had hidden, illegal cameras in the locker rooms for years.
The only consequences to Justin Bieber for his participation in those crimes are more money and more awards.
I don't believe in Satan, but this is classic.
Charlie Puth
Your song was on the radio tonight, the one about how you're more helpful and courageous than Superman and all that someone who needs help has to do is let you know that your help is requested.
That has turned out to be a total lie. Do you not feel bad about that? Are you going to tell the truth?
That has turned out to be a total lie. Do you not feel bad about that? Are you going to tell the truth?
I NEVER RAPED ANYONE!
Every story about Kobe Bryant continues to be about what a fantastic person he was.
Look at everything that isn't said about him every day, and everything that has been said about me every day for a decade, by the same machine.
Saturday, February 22, 2020
I can't write about Syria today.
I wish I could, but my own situation is so grueling that I can't, and I don't want to make things worse by saying the wrong thing or wasting people's time.
Is the next James Bond movie going to make everything seem like it's my fault?
If so, could you please change the script? You have to be joking. I'm not mistreating anyone, and you can't say the same.
Also, I think that the industry should stop encouraging Billie Eilish to be morbid. Enough, already. She's 18. Teenagers have enough problems without messed-up adults paying them to be miserable and turning them into depressive influences for other teenagers.
Also, I think that the industry should stop encouraging Billie Eilish to be morbid. Enough, already. She's 18. Teenagers have enough problems without messed-up adults paying them to be miserable and turning them into depressive influences for other teenagers.
Leonardo DiCaprio
If you're threatening me yet again, stop. Your humanitarian causes, although they're worthy, don't give you the right to threaten people or to otherwise be coercive.
A lot of celebrities think like you, that giving money and raising awareness about an issue gives them the right to be vicious.
Charlie Puth
I don't know if you're talking about me or not, but I never said I was going to marry you.
Do you know that nobody has asked me to marry him? A lot of people have decided that they're going to marry me and have talked about it as if it were something I was going to do, but in my entire life nobody has asked.
I'm not going to marry you, but why don't you tell Congress the truth? That would be a smart, mature thing for you to do.
Friday, February 21, 2020
Everyone who knows that I'm telling the truth, please DM everyone in Congress.
Please say that it's true that there are hidden, illegal cameras in locker rooms, restrooms, showers, and everywhere else that my and other people's privacy is being criminally violated throughout the Boston area.
If you know the specific locations where these crimes are being perpetrated, please include the names and addresses of those places.
List of US Senators:
https://www.senate.gov/general/contact_information/senators_cfm.cfm
List of Representatives:
https://www.house.gov/representatives:
If you are unable to contact them by Twitter, please contact them in some other way. Please stop this sickening, hateful, human rights disaster.
If you know the specific locations where these crimes are being perpetrated, please include the names and addresses of those places.
List of US Senators:
https://www.senate.gov/general/contact_information/senators_cfm.cfm
List of Representatives:
https://www.house.gov/representatives:
If you are unable to contact them by Twitter, please contact them in some other way. Please stop this sickening, hateful, human rights disaster.
If you say so.
Isn't his most famous song about me, and don't you both know about the voyeurism and involuntary pornography that are criminally victimizing thousands of people in the Boston area every day?
Apparently there are people who have been convinced by your various feminist statements; I'm not one of those people.
Aside from not having access to quick, easy methods of suicide, do you know why I haven't killed myself despite having talked about the despair that the conglomerate has laughingly forced on me for a decade? It's because if I die, the conglomerate will have the last word about me. It already has the most words, the most images, the most distortions, and everything that I have said can never win against that volume of lies. However, if I die now, the score of stories about me will be millions to zero instead of millions to one.
President Trump and Leader McConnell
Thank you.
I'm not criticizing. I'm telling you as someone who has utilized social services since I was 17 that you have to investigate how money is spent by these types of programs. I never drank or did drugs, but I know how dysfunctional the mental health care system is and have spent many weeks adding up to months of my life in hospitals with people who are or were addicts. That's not even to mention again my years of homelessness.
These systems are failing in every state of the country: the mental health care system, the substance abuse recovery support system, the homeless support system. There wouldn't be so many unstable people, addicts or homeless if that weren't the case. This means a number of things.
Primarily it means that millions of dollars have been thrown away for decades by systemic dysfunction, waste of mismanagement and incompetence. The educational requirements for "psychiatric technicians," which are the staff who spend the most amount of time with patients in mental hospitals, are not only too low to be effective, they contribute to the deterioration of patients. Anyone who's been a mental patient for any significant amount of time can tell you that very little of therapeutic value takes place in mental hospitals and psychiatric units, and most people who have been patients have seen or been subjected to emotional or physical abuse in those facilities. The same is true of every facility which serves a stigmatized population of which the majority is impoverished.
These systems should be audited everywhere. Every dollar should be accounted for specifically. If an institutional recipient of funding says "The money went toward 'services,'" then the follow-up question should always be about a tangible result. "How many people moved from your facility into a safe, stable situation?" "How many of the same people who were here last year or 6 months ago are still here?" Facilities need to answer those questions with numbers that correspond to actual people, proof that how these facilities spend time and money is advancing the populations that they're supposed to be helping and not just supporting themselves.
I'm not even talking about corruption such as embezzlement, although I'm sure that's part of the problem. The worst problem is the apathy, the systemic laziness, of these institutions because they know that the rest of the world is used to blaming stigmatized populations for the failure to thrive.
Lack of training. Lack of empathy. Lack of discipline. Lack of a plan and sophisticated structure for helping people to build their lives. Many of the people who work in these facilities aren't doing much better than the people whom they're supposed to be helping. Those few who have some education or who really want to help are isolated.
Nobody should believe the Christmas card propaganda of social services. They need to be accountable for every dollar, every dime, and they need to be modernized.
I don't know when the people who manage homeless shelters are going to stop blaming only "lack of affordable housing" for chronic homelessness; probably never, because then the staff can sit there looking at their cell phones. Affordable housing programs are important; I am not homeless now because of Section 8, and having an apartment makes employment much less difficult. However, most of the people who leave homeless shelters already had the necessary independent living skills for their homelessness to be temporary. Nobody at any homeless shelter taught me to read or write, and even so, since 2011 I have spent a total of 6 years being homeless and each of my homeless stints during that time was for at least 2 years.
I don't know if anyone who hasn't been there can really understand. I cringe when I read articles that extensively quote service providers. Someone should be talking to the half-million homeless people who have been failed by these systems, to the people whose lives have been ruined by the mental health care system, and to the people who can't stay sober or who are sober because they figured it out after years of trial and error, years that they could have spent without so much pain.
I'm not criticizing. I'm telling you as someone who has utilized social services since I was 17 that you have to investigate how money is spent by these types of programs. I never drank or did drugs, but I know how dysfunctional the mental health care system is and have spent many weeks adding up to months of my life in hospitals with people who are or were addicts. That's not even to mention again my years of homelessness.
These systems are failing in every state of the country: the mental health care system, the substance abuse recovery support system, the homeless support system. There wouldn't be so many unstable people, addicts or homeless if that weren't the case. This means a number of things.
Primarily it means that millions of dollars have been thrown away for decades by systemic dysfunction, waste of mismanagement and incompetence. The educational requirements for "psychiatric technicians," which are the staff who spend the most amount of time with patients in mental hospitals, are not only too low to be effective, they contribute to the deterioration of patients. Anyone who's been a mental patient for any significant amount of time can tell you that very little of therapeutic value takes place in mental hospitals and psychiatric units, and most people who have been patients have seen or been subjected to emotional or physical abuse in those facilities. The same is true of every facility which serves a stigmatized population of which the majority is impoverished.
These systems should be audited everywhere. Every dollar should be accounted for specifically. If an institutional recipient of funding says "The money went toward 'services,'" then the follow-up question should always be about a tangible result. "How many people moved from your facility into a safe, stable situation?" "How many of the same people who were here last year or 6 months ago are still here?" Facilities need to answer those questions with numbers that correspond to actual people, proof that how these facilities spend time and money is advancing the populations that they're supposed to be helping and not just supporting themselves.
I'm not even talking about corruption such as embezzlement, although I'm sure that's part of the problem. The worst problem is the apathy, the systemic laziness, of these institutions because they know that the rest of the world is used to blaming stigmatized populations for the failure to thrive.
Lack of training. Lack of empathy. Lack of discipline. Lack of a plan and sophisticated structure for helping people to build their lives. Many of the people who work in these facilities aren't doing much better than the people whom they're supposed to be helping. Those few who have some education or who really want to help are isolated.
Nobody should believe the Christmas card propaganda of social services. They need to be accountable for every dollar, every dime, and they need to be modernized.
I don't know when the people who manage homeless shelters are going to stop blaming only "lack of affordable housing" for chronic homelessness; probably never, because then the staff can sit there looking at their cell phones. Affordable housing programs are important; I am not homeless now because of Section 8, and having an apartment makes employment much less difficult. However, most of the people who leave homeless shelters already had the necessary independent living skills for their homelessness to be temporary. Nobody at any homeless shelter taught me to read or write, and even so, since 2011 I have spent a total of 6 years being homeless and each of my homeless stints during that time was for at least 2 years.
I don't know if anyone who hasn't been there can really understand. I cringe when I read articles that extensively quote service providers. Someone should be talking to the half-million homeless people who have been failed by these systems, to the people whose lives have been ruined by the mental health care system, and to the people who can't stay sober or who are sober because they figured it out after years of trial and error, years that they could have spent without so much pain.
Celebrity girlfriends and wives
You'd think that they'd do something to stop criminal voyeurism, if not from concern for the people being victimized than at least from self-interest. They don't; they just watch the victims with their boyfriends and husbands. Maybe that gives them a feeling of having some control over the men's reactions without actually having to confront them or the situation.
So, Congress, Mrs. Ed Sheeran hasn't contacted you to tell you about the hidden, illegal cameras that are criminally victimizing thousands of people in the Boston area?
So, Congress, Mrs. Ed Sheeran hasn't contacted you to tell you about the hidden, illegal cameras that are criminally victimizing thousands of people in the Boston area?
The criminality of the M&E industry.
It's not surprising that celebrity culture is a culture of narcissism, self-centeredness and impunity historically unprecedented by anything except despotic royalty.
Regardless of their complaints about the paparazzi and having no privacy, celebrities never really stop being excused and even supported by the media for crimes that they commit against regular people and society. To treat the stars of this twisted, rapacious, insidious industry as if they have to respect the law or to be responsible for their lives would be a threat to corporate American journalism's impunity for ruining other lives by unnecessary invasiveness, inaccurate reporting and sheer malice.
Regardless of their complaints about the paparazzi and having no privacy, celebrities never really stop being excused and even supported by the media for crimes that they commit against regular people and society. To treat the stars of this twisted, rapacious, insidious industry as if they have to respect the law or to be responsible for their lives would be a threat to corporate American journalism's impunity for ruining other lives by unnecessary invasiveness, inaccurate reporting and sheer malice.
The New York Times
Is this picture in this article a reference to the shower curtain in my bathroom?
Is the New York Times watching me in the third apartment in a row where I've been criminally victimized by hidden, illegal cameras?
Is the New York Times watching me in the third apartment in a row where I've been criminally victimized by hidden, illegal cameras?
Thursday, February 20, 2020
Ben Affleck
You have a talent for not believing what you are told when you don't want to believe it, but I don't want to have to say this again.
I don't know how you are still unclear about the visceral, emotional and intellectual revulsion that I feel for men who abandon their children for no reason other than that they don't feel like being fathers. Please don't ever hit on me again.
Nightmare
In the nightmare, I was sleeping in the apartment that I have now. Things kept appearing and disappearing; I thought they might have been possessions of former occupants.
Suddenly there was a naked man in my bathroom. I went into the hallway, which had men standing in the doorways of all the other apartments. They were going to rape me and all the other women in the building. One of them tried to prevent me from leaving, but I was able to leave. Then I was running on one street after another like being in a video game.
I had that nightmare tonight. I have lived in this apartment since the end of August 2019. I have had more nightmares since living here than in the rest of my life put together. I think hopelessness is causing them, the unending viciousness of too many people to continue to believe in the good of humanity.
Suddenly there was a naked man in my bathroom. I went into the hallway, which had men standing in the doorways of all the other apartments. They were going to rape me and all the other women in the building. One of them tried to prevent me from leaving, but I was able to leave. Then I was running on one street after another like being in a video game.
I had that nightmare tonight. I have lived in this apartment since the end of August 2019. I have had more nightmares since living here than in the rest of my life put together. I think hopelessness is causing them, the unending viciousness of too many people to continue to believe in the good of humanity.
What horrible thing is going to happen next?
That's all I have ever been able to count on, that something horrible that I never could have thought of is about to happen to me.
Are you all almost done? Do you think you can leave me in peace to prepare for that next horrible unknown?
Are you all almost done? Do you think you can leave me in peace to prepare for that next horrible unknown?
This video about me has been viewed almost 4 million times.
_________
It has 20,000 comments, all people calling me crazy, some of them threatening me.
____________
I'm sure that there were instances over this decade of persecution when people whom I thought were following or harassing me weren't; being persecuted can make you fearful of everyone and everything.
However, I'm not imagining the hidden and illegal cameras that have criminally victimized me and what are now thousands of other people during these years of smug crime promotion, negligence and victim-blaming.
So the New York Times is sympathizing with Ben Affleck, saying he tried to drink away "the pain." What pain was that again? Are we talking about the same decade?
What do you think it's going to be like for me when those 4 million people have seen the hundreds of hours of illegally filmed video of me that have circulated among pained individuals such as Mr. Affleck and which have probably been at porn websites where it's too depressing and traumatizing for me to try to look for them? What do you think those millions of people, and the additional millions of people who will watch my degradation when they know about it, are going to say about me?
Is someone now trying to say that the conglomerate is going to take responsibility for these crimes when the public finally knows that there's naked video of me? The conglomerate, which started by sexually harassing me in 2010 and then gleefully seized upon the illegally filmed video which its misogynist, hypocritical slut-shaming caused to be inflicted on me, and which has laughed hysterically at all of my desperate attempts to stop this brutal abuse and continued to accuse me of wanting or deserving it; is there anyone at all who thinks that the conglomerate isn't going to use every resource at its disposal to make those millions of people believe the slut-shaming, "evil woman" narrative that it has used as the rationale to treat me like this?
During this decade of misery and horror, living in degraded and dangerous poverty, contemplating the inevitable future which the conglomerate's abuses have scripted for me, and despite the interminable stereotypes about homeless people, I haven't had even one drink. I haven't smoked a cigarette, used an illegal substance or misued a prescription medication. I'm not morally superior to Mr. Affleck or the rest of the conglomerate because I am sober. They are, inexplicably, collectively and of their own smirking or falsely repentant volition, morally inferior to anyone who has a shred of common decency.
This is another b.s. article.
What isn't everyone who brought this article to the public saying? I don't even have to read it to know what it doesn't say.
YOU'RE SUCH A BUNCH OF LIARS!
Blah blah blah, poor me, blah blah blah, I'm so mature now, blah blah blah I've suffered so much, blah blah blah we've all been voyeurs criminally victimizing the public for a decade.
Blah blah blah, I cheated on my wife multiple times, blah blah blah, I never even met Lena, blah blah blah, my wife and I and many other people have successfully blamed Lena for my divorce and other problems even though she told me not to divorce my wife and has made her disgust for my eagerness to abandon my marriage and my children clear without deviation for years.
Blah blah blah, after pestering Lena for years about my undying interest in screwing her even though there are plenty of people who are better-looking than she is and convincing myself that my hypercompetitiveness with all the other celebrities who treat Who Can Screw Lena like the game of the century had nothing to do with it and I was in epic love, I sat there and let her be evicted from her last apartment with everyone else who knew she was telling the truth about hidden and illegal cameras there, while she begged for corroboration of her "false" accusations of voyeurism by maintenance and the property management for 5 months of retaliatory court and other proceedings. Then I watched her and everyone else in the homeless shelter and gym locker rooms, bathrooms and showers for the subsequent 2 years of what are now a total of 6 years of homelessness, and we all talked about what she looked like even while she published page after page with the contact information for Crime Stoppers in Boston requesting corroboration for that voyeurism and involuntary pornography.
Blah blah blah, I also hacked her phone with everyone else during all that time, so I know how difficult it has been for her to be hired and stay employed even for menial work because of her Google search results that have thousands of people calling her crazy for thinking that celebrities know who she is. I know how difficult it was for her to rent another apartment with evictions on her record, both of which were retaliatory for her confronting two property managements in a row about voyeurism, a couple of years of victimized homelessness apart. When she finally was able to rent the apartment she has now, I couldn't bring myself not to participate in the next circle jerk/gang rape/victim-blaming nightmare-for-her, latest-chapter-of-amusement-for-us-and-fodder-for-the-lies-that-culminate-in-our-bloated-paychecks.
Blah blah blah, I have always had every possible financial resource for addressing my emotional problems and addiction issues available and have chosen to act like a spoiled child instead. Blah blah blah, I can take no for an answer, I just choose not to and the misogynist M&E industry supports me in doing so while it ridicules, gossips and lies about and otherwise abuses everyone's favorite target while we all promote various charities and volunteer organizations.
Blah blah blah, oh my multimillionaire-since-I-was-25 pain. Blah blah blah I just don't know what to do with myself. Blah blah blah how about I talk about myself some more to a media source that knows Lena is telling the truth while none of us try to stop the voyeurism and involuntary pornography that have criminally victimized thousands of people every day.
Blah blah blah I would sue the s--- out of anyone who tried to treat me the way that I and the rest of the conglomerate have treated other people for years. We all would sue the s--- out of anyone who tried that, and there isn't one of us who could ever be in too much of a drunken stupor to have the lawyers whom we can pay use the legal system to our advantage.
😂 I'm so honest. No, really, this time I'm being honest. This is my Honest interview face. Blah blah blah. I was invited to do this interview because Lena filmed a video at her hacked phone a few days ago that mentioned all of the above and even though she didn't say who she was talking about, the New York Times has hacked her phone and illegally watched her for years and so this is yet another example of her abusers profiting from her exploitation and how she can't even talk about her anger no matter where or how or when she talks about it.
I should try to take a break.
Every time I say that, I end up writing again a few hours later. I really should try to take a break.
Wednesday, February 19, 2020
They also knoweth that I'm telling the truth.
https://people.com/royals/prince-harry-and-meghan-markle-just-revealed-major-new-details-about-their-royal-exit/amp/
They don't care, obviously. Regular people are not important enough for them to be concerned.
They don't care, obviously. Regular people are not important enough for them to be concerned.
President Trump
If you have the Assad regime removed from power in Syria, and the Syrians have real, free elections, I'll vote for you in November.
I know it's only one vote. I just don't think that the United States or other democracies can be proud of what we have if we're allowing the enslavement of people who tried to be free.
I know it's only one vote. I just don't think that the United States or other democracies can be proud of what we have if we're allowing the enslavement of people who tried to be free.
Why do you think you're funny, President Trump?
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Article:
https://www.aljazeera.com/indepth/inpictures/pictures-newly-displaced-syrian-children-makeshift-camps-200219070339652.html
Tuesday, February 18, 2020
I wish that I could say that this is Massachusetts journalism at its worst.
Unfortunately, the worst was when the Boston Globe and other major publications were promoting child molestation. I don't want to know what could be worse than that, but this is pretty bad.
Quotes:
Article:
https://www.google.com/amp/s/www.bostonherald.com/2020/02/18/only-elizabeth-warren-can-stop-bernie-sanders-now/amp/
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Yes, it's so depressing when a Senator who was also an award-winning law professor refuses under duress to abandon all the work that she has done and pick up some pom-poms so she that can cheer for a male opponent. You know that someone is a threat to civilization when college-educated women want her to be the President.
Quote:
Webpage:
https://hls.harvard.edu/faculty/directory/10935/Warren
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I'm thinking there had to be at least one guy in each of those graduating classes.
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Article:
https://www.google.com/amp/s/www.bostonherald.com/2020/02/18/only-elizabeth-warren-can-stop-bernie-sanders-now/amp/
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Yes, it's so depressing when a Senator who was also an award-winning law professor refuses under duress to abandon all the work that she has done and pick up some pom-poms so she that can cheer for a male opponent. You know that someone is a threat to civilization when college-educated women want her to be the President.
Quote:
Webpage:
https://hls.harvard.edu/faculty/directory/10935/Warren
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I'm thinking there had to be at least one guy in each of those graduating classes.
Everyone who knows that I'm telling the truth, please DM everyone in Congress.
Please say that it's true that there are hidden, illegal cameras in locker rooms, restrooms, showers, and everywhere else that my and other people's privacy is being criminally violated throughout the Boston area.
If you know the specific locations where these crimes are being perpetrated, please include the names and addresses of those places.
List of US Senators:
https://www.senate.gov/general/contact_information/senators_cfm.cfm
List of Representatives:
https://www.house.gov/representatives:
If you are unable to contact them by Twitter, please contact them in some other way. Please stop this sickening, hateful, human rights disaster.
If you know the specific locations where these crimes are being perpetrated, please include the names and addresses of those places.
List of US Senators:
https://www.senate.gov/general/contact_information/senators_cfm.cfm
List of Representatives:
https://www.house.gov/representatives:
If you are unable to contact them by Twitter, please contact them in some other way. Please stop this sickening, hateful, human rights disaster.
This face wasn't necessary.
Why don't you just tell Congress the truth?
Am I to hope that you are traveling somewhere and won't be hearing me peeing, pooping and farting in my bathroom and then trying to discern my body parts while I shower in the dark? Is there really going to be one less voyeur abusing me this evening?
His crimes can. THEY ALL KNOW THAT I'M TELLING THE TRUTH.
I DON'T APPRECIATE BEING ILLEGALLY FILMED AND NEITHER WILL ANYONE ELSE WHOM THE CONGLOMERATE HAS CRIMINALLY VIOLATED FOR YEARS.
I'm going to say this again, although Mr. Bieber is so insulated from reality that I don't know when he might consider it.
The conglomerate's crimes aren't approved by G-d. You're getting away with them because you're rich and famous and because a lot of other rich and famous people and powerful institutions are participating in them and excusing them.
It is everything that Jesus said was bad.
Yeah. Sure. Everyone loves it.
Americans are happier and feel safer than ever. Parents are closer to their children, setting effective examples and earning their trust and love, and it's all really cute and funny.
No problem. There's no problem here. The media certainly doesn't owe the public so much as an apology, let alone the truth.
Quote:
Article:
https://www.washingtonpost.com/technology/2020/02/18/ring-nest-surveillance-doorbell-camera/?outputType=amp
From Google:
No problem. There's no problem here. The media certainly doesn't owe the public so much as an apology, let alone the truth.
Quote:
Article:
https://www.washingtonpost.com/technology/2020/02/18/ring-nest-surveillance-doorbell-camera/?outputType=amp
From Google:
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