The Pine Street Inn Women's Shelter, July 31, 2019

Why does the city government of Boston do so little to recycle?

I constantly have to throw away plastic and glass because there are no recycling bins around.

The State House is right in the middle of the city.  Do the people who work there not notice?

Was there a debate?

Something about how all of the candidates are doing nothing to stop voyeurism and involuntary pornography?

He's guilty as charged, President Trump.

It was an achievement that they were able to prosecute him at all.  

How many more unrepentant, violent, sociopathic criminals are you going to help, while you insist that desperate people who are fleeing oppression and starvation want to migrate to the United States so that they can rape and kill people? 

It is bad enough that you seem to be a Slimeball Exoneration Magnet; do you have to go after people who think that Slimeball Accountability is fundamental to democracy? 

I can't stop people from illegally filming me and EVERYONE ELSE WHO USES THE BATHROOMS THAT I USE.  The reason that I can't stop them is that I have chosen to be poor rather than to take years of offers that I felt were corrupt.  For all of that time, I have been punished for refraining from taking advantage of unethical and/or totally ignorant people during the times when their fickle, superficial-although-incessantly-demanding, selfish fancies turned my way.  Are they grateful to me for that? Not at all.  On the contrary, the story that they tell themselves to excuse their abuse of me is an extreme stereotype of a manipulative woman; they feel that I have exploited them.  They believe that! They think that they're my victims.  Yes, I manipulated every last one of them into never giving me a penny; it was an unprecedented feat of craftiness.  

Fortunately, I have the gift of gab.  Also fortunately, the world isn't populated entirely by people who are incapable of appreciating my lucidity when I'm not screaming in near-psychotic mental anguish from being sexually assaulted by hidden, illegal cameras every day for so many years.

I don't think that the support that I have given you when I felt that it was warranted has never helped you, either in terms of how it has influenced other people who are more powerful than I am to think about you or in terms of some of the decisions that you have made.  I don't like it that you are willing to take my attempts to be fair and to contribute to the productivity of your Presidency, splinter them and use them for your own agenda right or wrong, and then act as if I said them out of personal greed or as if the ideas which led to them have nothing to do with a real morality.  I do not support you hurting people or helping those who like hurting people.   

Also, stop sexually harassing me.  It's disgusting when anyone does that; it's even more disgusting when a President does it.  

Do I seem inarticulate?

Is that most people's perception of me, that I'm inarticulate?

When I say that I don't want to be filmed in the bathroom, what are people hearing?

What are you saying?

Are you saying that I should know better than to shave my butt cheeks in the shower because I'm being filmed?

I hesitate to spend $60 to $100 every month to be professionally waxed.  

Where do you think is the appropriate place for the target of a decade-long campaign of voyeuristic persecution to do hair removal? 

Your dream is someone else's nightmare.

"Blah blah blah, we have so much money.  Blah blah blah, everyone loves us.  Blah blah blah, we illegally watch unsuspecting people in the bathroom for years and think it's not a problem. Blah blah blah."

Ed Sheeran

Why do you sign so many of your Instagram posts with the letter "x"?

Who are the Iranian reporters that want to interview Secretary Pompeo?

It has never occurred to me that I don't know the name of even one reporter who isn't from or working in the United States.  That's another example of the bubble that Americans live in. 

That's all I have to say about those Tweets.  I am not going to discuss the rest of their content at this time.   

It is barbaric to attack hospitals.

No code, I don't want to be famous, don't hack me, take the cameras out of the bathrooms.

If only you could shut your mouth SOMETIMES, Mr. Snowden.

Not that I'm one to talk, or not talk, as the case may be.

An amateur question for President Trump and Senator Paul

Do you think there might be a middle ground between "Execution" and "No consequences" for Edward Snowden, so that he can return to the United States?

I don't understand.

Justin Bieber

I'm not flirting with you.  I don't know when you're going to realize that all of the flirting is on your side.

How would you feel if someone had treated you the way that you and the rest of the conglomerate have treated me?  Would you like that person?

Rather than continuing to think of excuses for how I'm being treated, why don't you think about the possibility (fact) that I am TELLING THE TRUTH ABOUT HATING HAVING CAMERAS IN MY BATHROOM?!

This was the right thing for Representative Omar to do.

https://m.jpost.com/American-Politics/Ilhan-Omar-co-sponsors-Never-Again-Education-Act-597120


However, I think that all of the world's governments need to start talking together about how many genocides, not only of Jews, there have really been.

We are a genocidal species.

Civilians don't need guns.

During all of my years of homelessness and persecution, I have never had a weapon.  No gun, no knife, not even Mace.

How have I survived?  You tell me.

President Trump

Do you now have a formula for talking about shootings? Give a speech and then Tweet about the Second Amendment?

Is this how you want Cardi B to "educate Youth?"

8

http://www.metrolyrics.com/press-lyrics-cardi-b.html

I didn't have to search for lyrics like that; that's the first song at this page:

http://www.metrolyrics.com/cardi-b-lyrics.html

There ought to be laws against this type of campaign financing.

Senator Sanders is a greedy liar.

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Senator Sanders does not care that misogyny is destroying people's lives.

He didn't care, and he doesn't care.

https://www.independent.co.uk/news/world/americas/us-politics/trump-news-live-jamestown-speech-virginia-racist-tweets-today-impeachment-a9026361.html?amp

No code, I don't want to be famous, don't hack me, take the cameras out of the bathrooms.

Did someone use a biological weapon on Senator Grassley's grammar?

If I wrote like that, particularly about something so important, I'd be called a dumb blonde faster than you can write "2."

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I read this article:

https://www.foxnews.com/opinion/sen-chuck-grassley-prescription-drugs-cost-senate-amy-klobuchar

It's important to give doctors and patients the ability to choose the medications that work the best for them.  Everyone's physiology is different.  With so many drugs out there, it's not necessarily the best policy to say that the least expensive one is going to help every patient the most.  

For example, although I have had a very stressful life for the past several years, and homeless shelters can be loud places to sleep at night, I have not taken medication for anxiety or sleep that has any designation as being a controlled substance.  I prefer not to take controlled substances.  No Xanax (alprazolam), no Klonopin (clonazepam), no Ambien or anything like that.  A lot of people take trazodone for sleep.  It's not a controlled substance.  I tried it once.  Not only did I not sleep, I was so sick with nausea and a debilitating headache the next morning that it took several hours before I could open my eyes or move without feeling like I was dying.  I never took that medication again.  

Also, the pharmaceutical industry is overmedicating people.  Health care would be less expensive if the pharmaceutical industry had to stop taking advantage of the world by trying to put everyone on drugs.  

You will also be able to save money if you eliminate incentives for impoverished parents to have their healthy children diagnosed with mental illnesses.  There are parents who are struggling so much financially that they have their children declared mentally ill so that they can receive disability benefits for them.  This is bad for a child's self-esteem and beliefs about his or her abilities.  It is also very stigmatizing and sets the child up to be treated as if he or she is mentally deficient in school and in other situations.  These diagnoses change the course of people's lives.  The hundreds of dollars per month that they can bring into households aren't worth the damage that they cause.  That's not even to mention the physical damage caused by psychiatric medications, which are severe and can last for the rest of someone's life.  

There are pill-obsessed teachers, administrators, guidance counselors, and a plethora of other adults in the terrifying, hopeless labyrinth that childhood and adolescence now are, adults whose insistence on medication is hurting the children and teenagers whom they're supposed to be helping.  People who are too lazy to work with young human beings shouldn't.  

🕊

Senator Warren

Do you mean Me/My/Mine?

When you say "She Persisted," you don't mean me, do you?  My fundamental rights are of no concern to ANYONE, including ALL of the people who TALK ALL DAY about how much they believe in human rights and the dignity of every person.

For a smart woman, you're not being smart about the cameras in the bathrooms.  There are hidden, illegal cameras in a lot of bathrooms in Massachusetts.  Could you please stop your deplorable failure to defend the rights of the people who are being criminally victimized by voyeurism and involuntary pornography?  After you have done that, then you can be the President.  Until you have done that, you're failing miserably to be what you're telling the world that you are.  

Vice President Biden doesn't deserve to be the President.

Senator Harris

Has it occurred to you that you should have done something a long time ago to stop the entertainment industry's glorification of violence? 

Only morons don't believe that climate change is real.

Remember this old, white guy?

Why didn't he think that protecting helpless little girls was a waste of his time? 

Speaking of people going back to where they're from

Some people haven't when they felt that it was the wrong time.

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Later in life, he did this:

https://www.mccaininstitute.org/news/mccain-institute-statement-backpage-com-seizure-indictments/

Why don't you go with her?

It seems as if you have a lot to talk about.

_________

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If someone were about to cut off my clitoris and sew up my vagina, Senator Paul's dad would be the farthest thing from my mind.  

If I also knew that a famous and powerful Muslim woman had called advocating for my bodily integrity a "waste of time," she wouldn't be my favorite person, and there's not much of what else she had to say that I would want to hear.  

An amateur question about nuclear war

Say that Iran builds a nuclear weapon.  Would it bomb the University of Denver?

https://www.du.edu/korbel/about/news/javad-zarif-nyc-alum-oct52015.html

Is the University of Denver where Minister Zarif perfected the English that he uses to accuse the United States of "economic terrorism?"

My brilliant diplomacy

Shut up, Russia.

https://m.jpost.com/Middle-East/Russia-slams-US-for-training-militants-and-plundering-oil-in-Syria-597085

Mr. Assad is a systematic torturer and mass murderer who ought to be imprisoned for the rest of his life.  

One of my previous discussions of censorship

No code, I don't want to be famous, don't hack me, take the cameras out of the bathrooms.

What "she" can't be is poor.

When you are poor, people frequently treat you as if you have no rights.

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As I have said before, these people have one set of rules for themselves and another set of rules for everyone else.  They don't think that there's a discrepancy between demanding that their safety is respected while they criminally victimize anyone whom they want to victimize who can't stop them.  

I really hate them.  I don't know who wouldn't.  

https://www.foxnews.com/entertainment/miley-cyrus-addresses-fan-grabbed-her-without-consent-incident

😂 "controversial"

_________

Why don't you try Googling these terms:

Leonardo DiCaprio Pussy Posse

Leonardo DiCaprio harassed Elizabeth Berkley

Leonardo DiCaprio assault Elizabeth Berkley's boyfriend

Leonardo DiCaprio illegal gambling

Leonardo DiCaprio Macau casino

Macau casinos human trafficking

Leonardo DiCaprio movie financing embezzled Malaysia development fund

Leonardo DiCaprio Miranda Kerr

Miranda Kerr returns jewelry

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What? Nobody who has filled your ears with the conglomerate's regurgitated, exaggerated rumors about me told you about the extent to which the American entertainment industry operates with total impunity, or by the way that the child and adolescent stars who don't mentally collapse are almost invariably turned into career criminals? 

I was also naive in 2010.  I was shocked by the entertainment industry's misogyny and ignorance, and by the way that so many other powerful people and institutions joined in the sickening bullying of me.  Even while being witness to the conglomerate's explosion of virulent misogyny and criminality, years passed before I finally, entirely stopped blaming myself in some way, stopped thinking about every last thing I do and worrying that it's going to trigger more abuse.  That last part isn't as true as I'd rather have it be.  Why would it be, when I am still under minute, illegal scrutiny every second of my life?  But I don't blame myself for others' dehumanization of me.  

Congratulations.

It's amazing how having power protects people from stalkers.

There are cameras in many bathrooms in the Boston area, and this problem is burgeoning around the world.

If you, hundreds of other unsuspecting people across Vermont and Massachusetts, and thousands of other people around the world were being criminally, chronically victimized by voyeurism and involuntary pornography every day for almost decade, you'd be more worried about that than abstract rhetoric about the country's "soul."

Wow, that is so much more important than Syria, Thank You, Guardian!

Please note my sarcasm.  

From today:

Maybe I should wish that I were a clown.

A real clown, not a code clown or a clown insult, just a plain, old clown.  Clowns get to wear clothes in front of other people.

No code, I don't want to be famous, don't hack me, take the cameras out of the bathrooms.

😂 Yeah, right. The zipper activation is a glitch and they're working around the clock to fix it.

https://arstechnica.com/gadgets/2019/07/siri-records-fights-doctors-appointments-and-sex-and-contractors-hear-it/?amp=1

I suppose that anything's possible.  Who wants to fund a research study and hire test subjects to try to make "Hey Siri" sound like a zipper?  Does the world need the results of a study like that before concrete steps are taken to protect people's privacy? 

No code, I don't want to be famous, don't hack me, take the cameras out of the bathrooms.

"Crazy Bus"

I didn't know that a business could be this blatantly discriminatory in 2019, but I shouldn't be surprised.  

No code, I don't want to be famous, don't hack me, take the cameras out of the bathrooms.

There are cameras in my bathroom.

There aren't kinda, sorta cameras in the bathroom, the cameras aren't somewhere near the bathroom, they're not in the vicinity of the bathroom.  

There are full on, hidden, illegal, Orwellian cameras in almost every bathroom that I have to use, and several other bathrooms which I don't use that often but where the knowledge that the only people who will be punished for this crime are those who are victimized by it if they try to report it is turning voyeurism and involuntary pornography into entrenched behaviors.  

Forgive me, Representative Omar. I'm not sure what your Tweet about "welfare queens" meant, so please accept this gentle joke when I tell you that it's all about the budgeting.

$177/month storage unit for the things I had to take out of my last apartment.  All of those things have spent more time in storage than in housing; I have now paid for a total of 4 years of storage, and am now in my 7^th total year of homelessness since 2011.

$100/month for smartphone.  I went without a smartphone for a while, but I can’t get email or other functions without it, so working, work-search and housing-search were difficult.

$15/month for the flip phone that I have kept and which I take with me when I want to leave the smartphone in my high-school-sized locker at the Pine Street Inn.  It’s probably not safe for me to walk around without a phone. 

$40-60/month for laundry

$85/month for an all-month bus/train ticket

$85/month for the gym membership, which I finally signed up for in September 2017, after 3 months of being on the waitlist for a locker at the Pine Street Inn.  The $85/month is for the membership and a small locker.  By the time that I signed up for the gym membership, my left knee was distended and both my knee and my back were in pain from having carried around everything a person needs for a week or two at a time in a backpack.  If someone would like to read the medical records from the Emergency Room where I finally stumbled in, or from follow-up appointments at primary care for months, you can ask and I can send them.  Since the Pine Street Inn Women’s Shelter only allows 10 minutes per shower, per person, and guests are only allowed to shower at night, and since there is always a line for the showers there, and since it’s really inconvenient not to be able to shower when I need to before a job interview or work, and since it’s also inconvenient to have to try to change into work clothes in bathroom stalls and get ready for work in a bathroom that you’re sharing with 120 other people, and since there is nowhere at the Pine Street Inn where you can hang up ironed clothes overnight, the gym membership has been crucial.  I keep a steamer in my gym locker.  The celebrities and other people who hack the hidden, illegal cameras in the locker room of that gym have frequently seen me getting ready for work.  Maybe they don’t know that’s what I’m doing, since they probably have either never had to iron their own clothes in their lives or it’s been so long that they have forgotten it. 

The Pine Street Inn doesn’t have a refrigerator for guests and guests aren’t supposed to keep food in their lockers.  It also doesn’t remain open during the day, 6 days per week, so it only serves lunch and dinner.  As some people may not know, the Pine Street Inn also only serves a hot breakfast a few days per year, on Mother’s Day and a few other holidays.  Dinner is heavy on starch, meat and dessert and very low on fresh vegetables.  When you don’t have a place to cook or store your own food, you can’t buy anything in bulk.  Food stamps don’t pay for hot, prepared food.  If you can’t eat what you buy in one sitting, you have to carry it with you for the rest of the day, and if you haven’t consumed it by the end of the day, you have to throw it out.  That is not cost-effective.

I have not bought or sipped one alcoholic beverage during the entire time that I’ve been homeless.  I was never a big drinker.  I also don’t smoke or do any drugs at all, including marijuana.  I was never a smoker, I have never done drugs.  

I have had at least 4 jobs since being forced into homelessness again at the beginning of June 2017 for having asked the property management of my last apartment to take the hidden, illegal cameras out of that apartment.  I lost every job because of my Google search results, which I have previously tried to have removed from the Internet, and which almost every website that hosts hateblogs about me has refused to take down.  Even so, I have paid all of my bills on time, without fail.  I have had another job since June 2019 and have been applying for 2nd jobs for the past few weeks.  I never try to keep my working hours low so that I don't lose welfare benefits.  My goal is not to be on welfare.  Without the welfare, I would be totally dependent on overnight and day shelters for all of my needs, the way that I was for the first year that I was homeless in Boston from 2011 to 2012, during which I literally did not have a dollar.  I walked everywhere and had to organize all of my time around when shelters were open to provide meals, showers, clothes, and everything else.  2013 was the first time in my life that I ever applied for disability benefits, even though I was hospitalized at 17 and have since lost track of how many hospitalizations I have had.  I could have collected disability benefits every month for my entire adult life, but I always refused to apply for them.  Either I worked or I suffered the consequences of being broke.  I won't discuss again at this time how the mental health care system and the stigma of having a psychiatric history destroyed everything I had worked for from the time that I was in elementary school or how the stigma has made me vulnerable to abuse and gaslighting since the day I first walked into a psychiatric unit, at my own request, to try to get help.    

I’ve been on the verge of losing my Section 8 voucher several times because of not being able to rent a place to live.  You’re supposed to use it within a couple of months of receiving it; I kept having to ask for extensions.  Because of all of the people saying threatening things about me online, I didn’t want to have to live in an apartment that was unsafe to begin with.  When the payment standards for a Section 8 voucher went up in the middle of April 2019, my Section 8 voucher had already been revoked and I was in the appeal process for it.  Fortunately, I was given permission to use the voucher if my application were approved by an apartment building while the voucher was in appeal.  On June 1, 2019, I paid a $500 security deposit online to apply for an apartment where I felt I would be as safe as possible.  I paid it.  The rest of that month was difficult.  At the time that I applied for that apartment, I had done so much work on my profile as a potential applicant that the automatic website for the building reported my credit as 762.  Unless something goes awry in the next few weeks, my 3^rd stint of 2 years of homelessness at a time since 2011 is almost over. 

I'll admit that saving money never was my forte, but I never have had much to save.  

Also, there's no queen in the world who has teeth like this:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AHeMWvDQ6P0

My teeth have moved around a lot because of the gum recession that being put on mouth-drying psychiatric medications for years gave me.  Dry mouth causes gum recession.  Nobody told me that until I was over 30, and it wasn't a psychiatrist or a therapist who told me.  It was an orthodontist during a free consultation, which is still the only type of orthodontic visit that I can pay for.  

For those who missed it

https://stopfgmvoyeurisminvoluntaryporn.blogspot.com/2019/07/evictions.html

It was never my assumption that any elected official of the U.S. Government doesn't care at all about girls or women.

My question is, why isn't the issue of Female Genital Mutilation something that's being talked about in the United States every day?

You can care about something in theory, or you can care about it in practice.  You know what matters to people because they talk about it every day.  

President Trump may be a lot of things, but I'm sure that he has never held down a little girl, cut off her clitoris and sewn up her vagina.  That's happening to human beings while I write this.  The countries which are allowing it to happen should be made accountable.

The last thing that I ever thought that I'd be doing in my life is trying to be the living proof that having unmutilated genitals isn't the same thing as being destined for unrelenting disparagement, social isolation, ostracism and other people's repugnant assumptions that I spend my time hoping that anyone and everyone will approach me sexually.  It is my attempt to do something positive with this horrible, lifetime burden that being criminally victimized by voyeurism and involuntary pornography has placed on me.  Most of the time, I don't feel that I'm having a lot of success.  There is no 24-hour time frame when I have no thought of suicide, and there hasn't been for almost a decade.     

No, it's an appalling answer.

'As Muslim legislators we are constantly being asked to waste our time speaking to issues that other people are not asked to speak to.' — Watch @IlhanMN shut down this biased, 'appalling' question pic.twitter.com/m1mthJxK8J

— NowThis (@nowthisnews) July 23, 2019

I'll give you the money.

Rile up Europeans so that they demand Mr. Assad's dislodgment, and on the day that a real, Syrian President takes office, I'll pay.  

If you don't talk with people, then you make it easier for them to tall about you.

https://www.reuters.com/article/us-mideast-iran/top-khamenei-aide-says-no-talks-with-u-s-under-any-circumstances-idUSKCN1UJ29Z

Ha ha thanks a lot.

Here's Russia winning.

https://www.telegraph.co.uk/news/2019/07/24/syrian-father-scrambles-reach-children-airstrike-idlib/

Tsk, tsk! Such LANGUAGE!

I'm sorry to say or do anything that has the slightest possibility of separating these men from the slugfest which so many people are enjoying, but there are hidden, illegal cameras in my bathroom.  There are hidden, illegal cameras in bathrooms throughout the Boston area.

I'm not lying.  I'm not delusional.  I'm not imagining it.

I have reported it to the police on three separate occasions.  I have reported it to the administration of the Pine Street Inn.  I have written about it at this and other blogs for years.  Nobody is taking what I have to say seriously, because to them, I'm just a homeless woman.

Voyeurism and involuntary pornography are the new censorship.

If you don't like what someone says, ensure that nobody hears it by creating an undeserved reputation for that person; that way of discrediting someone isn't new, but filming your victim in the bathroom is the new way to RUIN YOUR VICTIM'S LIFE.

People who have a problem with my using the word "victim" could be doing something to stop these disgusting crimes that are being inflicted on me and EVERYONE AROUND ME, AND A LOT OF OTHER PEOPLE IN THE BOSTON AREA EVERY DAY.  If someone stops these sickening crimes, then the victims will stop being criminally victimized.

Boston CORRUPTION

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Without a doubt, Mark Wahlberg either watches video filmed by hidden, illegal cameras that are in the locker rooms, bathrooms and showers of the Pine Street Inn Women's Shelter or he knows about the illegal filming because other people from his industry are hacking those cameras.  

If the Pine Street Inn does sex offender rehabilitation, I haven't heard about it.

Also, the men have to use a group shower; why should they have to do that?

I'm not as vicious as the conglomerate.

The conglomerate is more than happy to permanently ruin my life and career prospects.  I'm not trying to do that to Florence + the Machine.  I just want her to leave me alone.

I also want Apple and AT&T to take their billboards off the Pine Street Inn; the billboards, not just the ads.  Apple, with the participation of several communications companies, has used those billboards to promote sexual crime for years.  The sexual crime which Apple's ads have promoted includes child molestation, even though there are daycares and grade schools within walking distance of the Pine Street Inn and a high percentage of the guests of the men's shelter are sex offenders.

If I'm not mistaken, several of the people who do maintenance at the men's and women's shelters are graduates of the Pine Street Inn's job-training program in maintenance.  I wouldn't say that only sex offenders-turned-maintenance-employees would follow the conglomerate's instructions to the public to install hidden and illegal cameras in the locker rooms, showers and restrooms at the shelters.  The conglomerate has spent 9 years trying to turn as many people as possible into sex offenders, and to legalize sexual harassment and sexual assault.

Also, the billboards block windows at the women's shelters.  During the day, they keep out light.  During the day, the lights which are on the billboards to make them visible from the highway and for miles around shine directly into the eyes of people in the shelter, from a few feet away.  I have said all of this before.

I'm not homophobic.

I do not mistreat gay or bisexual people, and I am an Equal Opportunity Hater.  There are plenty of heterosexual people whom I don't like; many of them are proud to have been my worst enemies for years.

Also, I never try to figure out what someone's sexual orientation when I'm listening to music.  If I like your music, or if I HATE your music, it has nothing to do with your sexual preferences.  There are people whom I know to be miserable, selfish chauvinists (John Mayer, What's His Name From Maroon 5), people who have done everything they can to demonstrate that they don't respect me and that they enjoy trying to upset me (Ed Sheeran, Justin Bieber, Taylor Swift, Rihanna, and an entire roster of other spoiled brats), who are nonetheless able to write or select from prefabricated options music whose sound doesn't make me think longingly of being put through a wood chipper feet first.  

I listen to the Indigo Girls sometimes, at what is supposed to be the privacy of my phone.  Is that why Apple and AT&T have plastered the side of the homeless shelter where the conglomerate's persecution has forced me to spend years of my life with an ad featuring someone about whom I have previously, unequivocally said "I HATE YOUR SONG ABOUT ME AND COULD NOT BE LESS INTERESTED IN DATING YOU!"

I was actually thinking over the past few weeks about how talented the Indigo Girls had to be to have the success that they had when they did.  They wrote really good music with intelligent lyrics.  They were unignorable.

Historical accuracy

I'm leaving the tirade that I wrote last night where it is, so that there is less possibility of it being misquoted.

No code, I don't want to be famous, don't hack me, take the cameras out of the bathrooms.

Stalked to the Pine Street Inn by Apple and AT&T

The captions are "Kamasi Washington by Danny C." and "Florence + the Machine by Vincent H."

I have never heard of the people in the first caption.

A few months ago, I published a page about how much I hated having to hear this Florence + the Machine song played at the Whole Foods that's around the corner from the Pine Street Inn:

https://youtu.be/5GHXEGz3PJg

I don't know how people can hear that song and not hate it, even if the lyrics are indistinguishable to them.  It is a horrible song.

These are the lyrics:

https://www.songfacts.com/lyrics/florence-the-machine/hunger

If you read them, you should be able to understand why they are so upsetting, particularly when you are sitting on a toilet in the bathroom at Whole Foods and you have to hear them sung by a terrible singer, set to music which is so horrible that torturers wouldn't be able to use it on someone in solitary confinement because even the torturers wouldn't be able to take it.  

Torturer 1: TURN THAT SHIT OFF!

Torturer 2: I know, but the song isn't even halfway over.  The prisoner's laughing at you.

Torturer 1: Turn that shit off, or I'm going to kill the prisoner and you.  

As I said when I published what I hoped would be my first and last page about it, I am sorry that this singer had an eating disorder when she was a teenager.  That doesn't give her the right to sexually harass me.  

I have never in my life said or written to anyone "STAY THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME, YOU FUCKING DYKE!" Never, not through all the times when gay, homeless women have hit on me, not when women who were in positions of power and obviously attracted to me mistreated me or I had to think through everything that I said to them so they wouldn't think that I was reciprocating, not when celebrity women have leered at me from the safety of their wealthy lives without a thought that they were adding degradation to an already horrifying CRIME THAT'S BEEN PERPETRATED AGAINST ME AND EVERYONE AROUND ME FOR ALMOST A DECADE, not when I woke up in the middle of the night and a homeless woman was touching my face, holding onto the bars of my bunk bed, muttering to herself and shaking the bed as if she were angry.  I thought that one might try to kill me, to be honest.   

Everyone has a limit.  Now this fucking asshole, about whom I could not have been more clear, has stalked me to the Pine Street Inn Women's Shelter, where I have to see her fucking face every fucking day, where there have already been hidden and illegal cameras criminally victimizing me and EVERYONE ELSE AT THAT SHELTER FOR YEARS, WHILE I  FUTILELY TELL THE PINE STREET INN ADMINISTRATION THAT THE SHELTER NEEDS TO BE INVESTIGATED FOR HIDDEN AND ILLEGAL CAMERAS AND I FUTILELY PUBLISH PAGES EVERY DAY ASKING THAT PEOPLE WHO KNOW THAT I'M TELLING THE TRUTH DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT.

Everyone has a limit.  I don't know what this woman's problem is.  I don't know why Apple and so many phone companies have plastered their billboards on the women's side of the Pine Street Inn shelter for years, while I futilely ask that THEY FUCKING STOP. 

What do you think that Apple and the phone companies who act like this are doing to their millions of customers? Do you think they're respecting the public's privacy, or do you think that every customer is, unbeknownst to the customer, paying to have these businesses read their texts, listen to their phone conversations, use their phones as microphones and video cameras to hear and watch what's around each customer, take their passwords, watch their banking transactions, their purchases, noting the music that they listen to, their television shows, their social media preferences.  

Right now, I am no political mediator.  I am a private person who has been violated for so many years and by so many people that every fucking one of the abusers thinks it's normal and accuses me of wanting the attention even though they know that the conglomerate will laugh at my protests and treat the abusers as if they are heroes. 

I apologize.  I apologize for swearing and for using a slur.  When a man is in my face, and I have been entirely clear with no deviation at all that I am NOT INTERESTED, and he insists that he's interested and he insists that his interest is more important than my ABSENCE OF INTEREST, eventually I'm going to tell that man to FUCK OFF, also.  

How the fuck do these people tell themselves that this shit isn't sexual harassment? 

I'm going to have to look at this shit every fucking day.  Every morning, every evening, when I'm near the shelter, when I am a mile away from it.  A fucking rodent just ran right by my foot while I'm writing this.  No matter how many times, for how many years, I have told Apple to TAKE ITS FUCKING ADS OFF THE PINE STREET INN WOMEN'S SHELTER, it doesn't.  Those fucking billboards have been on that building for years.  All Apple does is replace the harassing ads with other harassing ads.  

YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE!

YOU FUCKING PEDOPHILE!